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May 05 Black cloudFor the first time in a long while I have both the time and the inspiration to write on here!
This site has been driving me nuts of late, with all the buttons and whistles hardly ever working in conjunction with each other.
Yesterday was a bad day for me, the black cloud descended and I found myself in panic mode about my mental health.
I must say that I have not experienced that much darkness for several years now, 12 to be precise.
It came from nowhere and boy was it nasty. At least I now know how to deal with this devestating darkness. Little point in fighting it, ride it out, and keep communications to little or none (not nice for my family but it is a case of damage limitation).
The reason I take this tact with my black cloud is because it can destroy relationships with one word, one look.
Just goes to show you how things from the past that you thought you had dealt with can sometimes sneak up on you and poke you right in the eye!
Today everything is bright and beautiful again. I will not dwell on yesterday, for it has passed. I will accept it for what it was and not analyze it. It happened and I dealt with it, end of!
Just wanted to share, hence the entry.
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